You are viewing [info]thatsweetdenial's journal

thatsweetdenial
16 April 2012 @ 09:46 pm
Smelling my pillow now and i think there's baby's smell on it! not too sure if thats the smell of him or mine. but should be his if not im too weird for smelling and hugging my pillow right! Oh well feeling happy now because i get to smell him on my pillow hehehe. Reminds me of 5 years ago when he had to spray his cologne on his jacket for me to hug it to sleep!

I think im going to backtrack on photos and write new posts because blogging is the only way i can keep track of past events! Shall update with photos after i figure out how to rotate the uploaded photos!
Tags: ,
 
 
thatsweetdenial
26 March 2012 @ 11:39 pm
I honestly don't know whether failing through many mistakes will be worse than me mounting a kerb. Knowing that i do not have enough skills VS failing because of that one mistake. WHY DID I HAVE TO TURN LEFT SO EARLYYYYYYYY. I really really was so close to passing. And now i have to repeat this process in another 2 months time.. That bloody mistake will cost me at least another $500 monetarily. Ughhhh maybe one more lesson in the circuit might have saved my ass.


Yet another time of my life when i question myself why have i not done anything right. But to look on the bright side, at least i have the chance this time to redeem myself.
Tags:
 
 
thatsweetdenial
25 March 2012 @ 12:10 am

So after the 7 months relationship with CDC im finally gonna take my driving test on the day after tomorrow. Honestly the test scares the shit out of me cos im still not that familiar with the circuit.  I just only started going in there last week! Still not too sure where to stop the car and how many bars to look out for. oh man... So anyway b didnt pass his when he took his test yesterday. Him failing gave me that ironic sense of comfort because i feel less pressurised to pass on the first attempt.. i know thats so bad of me. But i dont mean it in the bad way ok.

So the day continued with him being pissed at me/others over the small things he normally wouldnt be angry over. k fine it was my fault for triggering it. It was scary seeing this side of him. And that was the first time i saw this side of him. As he describes it "even nice people have their limits". He had this violent streak in him and even went to punch the pillar ok. Oh well.

We then proceeded to have our dinner at Oosters. This week is Restaurant Week and i chose to put our dinner on the same day as his driving cos if he passes it could be a celebratory dinner but even if he didnt, then it would be a consolatory dinner. But the dinner atmostphere was slightly tense and awkward because it felt like we didnt finish our quarrel from earlier on. So we continued our "reasoning" and took a very long dinner. And i had filet mignon that didnt taste as good as i thought it will be. I felt quite bad on my part because i chose this restaurant because we wanted to try Belgium cuisine but the food didnt match up to our expectations. (Especially since i had eaten at The Boat House earlier on in the week for Restaurant Week too and the food was sooooo good. k i shall leave that to another post.)  Ok but at least B had the "best mussels ever tasted" so i didnt feel that bad for bringing him there. By the time we left everything was well again, like we had talked it off.

And as usual, he sent me home and couldnt wake up to go home and sleep. So he stayed over again. I love waking up to his hugs and kisses. But the thing is when he is finally up in the morning thats when im so sound asleep because thats only my 6th hour of sleep and he had almost 9 ok. Today was ridiculous because he said "你还不够睡啊?" . I felt like bashing him haha.

 
 
thatsweetdenial
30 January 2012 @ 12:00 am
Today is the 4th day of avoiding my dad after he yelled at me. its partially my fault yes but he made the choice of yelling at me. Ran away from home in my home clothes and with no money except for phone in hand. Walked around, found a great spot to watch TV and forced myself to watch 9pm channel 8 show, stayed till the place closed, continued walking. and surprisingly found out that i have great friends by Twitter and that it gets cold outside at night. So for the next 3 days onwards, i refused to go home till my dad has slept..

My mom pretends nothing has happened because she doesnt mention why i return home so late nowadays. So obviously avoiding him because they found me studying under my void deck one late night.

....